Moving on and trying to fulfill some dreams

It's a beautiful Saturday morning here in Madrid. The grass is finally growing in my little garden, there are some flowers and a palm tree too. I'm listening to Michael Buble. For the past weeks I have been really sad after my boyfriend broke up with me. I recall being extra-sad in other moments of my life, and this is one of those. But, well, as Easter vacations are finishing I have decided I have been sad for a while an it's time to move on. I don't want to be sad for the rest of my life. Yes, my former boyfriend lied to me and I feel very used by him, not fair. But I did what I did because I followed my heart-- I supported him emotionally and financially. I paid for part of his dentist bills and took him all over the Madrid area (from hot gay clubs to castles). If he is a paranoid and is not grateful, well, that's gonna be his problem. I know I behaved real good. And I'm not speaking anymore about him. This is over!  

The only good thing about this situation has been that I have realized I have wonderful friends who care deeply about me. Alvaro brought me my favorite ice-cream (Ben & Jerry's chunky monkey) to cheer me up, Mario called me a lot of times to ask me how I was feeling and came to visit me to my office. Juan, oh boy!, he really showed he is a great friend!-- he listened to my stories a million times and he has been very, very, very supportive and understanding. Daniela and Diana sent me lots of emails, they hugged me every time they saw me. Carra told me I'm still looking very good and is time to move on :)  Not to mention Lindsey- who would hug me every morning at the office. Kyle was there for me at the other side of the Ocean, and Debbie too from Scotland. Alvaro Arnaiz brought me some horror movies (my favorites!) to cheer me up too! and of course, Diego, who offered me to party all night in Chueca!. To all of you guys... thanks so much!!! Thanks for your hugs, your kisses, your phone calls, your emails, your ice-creams, thanks for being with me not only in the good moments, but also in the bad ones. You can't decide when you are sad or happy, but from now on I'm going to try to be happy with all my heart. I'm going to try to go back to Japan, to visit China. To spend some time in L.A. and visit the movie studios. There are so many things that are going on here as well. Our business is growing- the Cuzco campus is finally doing better, and the place is now small so we can't hold as many students as we would like in the afternoons. So, we have to find a bigger place. Not to mention my golden dream: to establish a brunch in the US. Yes, from now on, I'm going to try to fulfill my dreams and be happy. I may succed or not, but at least I'm going to try it.